Time to update man three months have passed. Many things had happen LC kuching unstoppable camp, Thank god facing the blessings of 7ppl for camp and, also the blessings for service that we manage to hit 12 for Nea1a .God had really blessed a great time of fellowship in unstoppable camp, and also very amazed by god's work to prompt me to speak words of prophecy and also helping out first time worship and challenge etc, if not for him who soften the people hearts it wont go well all glory goes to him. Time for some Cg Photos

Admidst all the blessings i obviously face trouble too But 1 thing god told me harshly is , Why are you so Spoiled? Stop all the rubbish you been thinking about now , i may not be spoiled in the family or physically but i know i am spoiled in the eyes of the kingdom of god complaining small issues Sorry God i dont want to be a burden to the CG or to the unit Like what Ruth teachings says I trust u ,you will be the one to fight for all my godly rights i wont try to interfere in it because i am in no position to.

  Sometimes i always try to be someone i am not and i imitate people . I really want to grow fast grow in maturity skills wise and in wisdom and in speech in every areas , I am always finding shortcut to grow as fast as possible Like in the drama those students always find Magical tomes or some skillbook to increase their power by double or maybe even triple to surpass people , but in walk with god i cant find such skill book or tomes. Its only god's love that can grow people but sometimes god's love grow people so slowly that i am super impatient to grow to be someone or even surpass someone .

  Oh man i really want grow fast but god's love choose to mould me slowly , maybe i am just insecure about one thing that is time i really want to have the mentality to think that time wont bind me . GOD if it's possible would you quicken the love for me to grow me even faster I NEED IT !!!! ROAR!!!!!!!!!

Hey Freedy This post is Dedicated to you!

Sorry for not having a photo taken with you yet i could only search through this is the only photo now that i take with u individually

Affirmations Time!

I want to thank god for you for serving in the youth despite your age and being my shepherd is not easy i seriously need alot of Grooming in terms of maturity and skill you always gave me opportunity in terms of a shepherd or a careleader asking me have i taken care of my sheeps and to Lead QT for the whole group in camp and i am thankful for my sheep's life if not for u forcing me to be a good shepherd my sheep wont love me this much and my group will surely dont grow. Though i am not a careleader now maybe i drop off your expectactions . BUT DO NOT FEAR for i wont back down even if it takes my life i will rise back again with undying perseverance i confirm will be a MAN of GOD! i want to do as much as what u did in youth it really impress in my heart how much of a leader with character you are i want to be one too a leader of quality and character not just a babysitter careleader like last time. you taught me lots of principles as a leader and shepherd. Tough love was one thing i cant stand from you but still in order for me to grow you still show . And it seems you have lots of knowledge and wisdom as well always see you immersing yourself with Sermons and Books . I guess i will not be lazy for once and start listening and read Very impressed by your life how close you can walk with god , for a moment i thought your faith was so strong enough till you can walk on water too you have really impacted life in youth and 1 of them is me without you i might not even want to think to be this kind of people and that kind you have shown a great example and become a role model in my life someone older to look up too as well. In terms of serving you are very disciplined too this must do in this timing everything and waking up early for hopekids even you can rest you also shown me a example that ministry is a commitment . though i am not very commited to intercession because of my  schedule and my position now and I really want say this that day you ask me to quit intercession saying i am no longer a cl anymore i could only find 2 Reasons . 1, You really think i should not join because of the lack of position 2, you want motivate me to become a careleader back fast.

You always confused me never once i could ever find out whats your true motive behind every words and ermm. New nea though restructure wasnt that beneficial to me but i would say it was a opportunity for me from a babysitter careleader to be a impacting life careleader the people god place under me are lifes that are gonna change i wan change life like u do i promise i be very disciplined and walk with god strongly even in ITE i show the best attitude that i could be .We have many good and bad experiences with each other good , being when i hit my 7man cg u affirm me , when i die die also wan grow my own school self centered you corrected me . You are 1 man god already impressed in my heart Thanks alot . I really want to serve as a praise and worship leader 1 day despite i cant sing i really want to try my best to serve god in many areas and 1 of them is as a praise and worship leader and maybe i go in hope kids too . i pray i can continue your legacy in what u did in youth and i give my best to youth bringing greater heights .

Thanks for being my shepherd with all my heart  

~Titus

Liehao

I wanna post a powerful testimony about what god done to me this is just so amazing and unpredictable

   I am going through storm Periods Problems and troubles just keep coming my way on a boat with waves not knowing going anywhere the coreteam fast for nea20 so i fast for nea20 as well as well as remembering how unworthy i am to serve the lord .

On service that day deyi saw 1 visitor bronson i was soo excited  i mean wow xianghui brought him and i thought i am in storms i failed to give him attention and huh share christ i cant do it right . Thinking back when i was still leading deyi and it was still okay at that time this type of things does not happen i thought i was used to doing such things everytime  i share christ ppl convert talking to visitor thats as easy as eating chocolates. i finally know how unworthy i am god actually took away my skills or the things i am good in it was beyond science that god can take it away imagine , a player who are good at basketball god can take away his dribbling skills same to me i come to understand oh man , its not about us even we want to grow the skills and everything are given by god himself . god show me that he can take away my skills means that he given me it in the first place . luckily it was just a very short time of god taking away it and returning it back when in meridian i pray oh god i understand the unworthiness please return me what i can do and i want do it for your glory . And through this event it is something similar to when one service shuzhen shared about her logistic or something leader and very good in stage operation yet she screw up . Man the same thing happened to me it was when we are good in something god can take it away as well . It was a memorable experience given by god to me now even more i know i am nothing at all. even leaders who are great its because they serve him full heartedly  god gave them wisdom and blessings . when god take away things from us we are all the same . had dinner with shirley with some NE guys on the same day as well

Shirley ask what is the season of our group going now i responded fast (Storm) i am really going through storm now i just pray that i will brave through this storm and one day the dark clouds will be gone and i will see sunshine and rainbow . as what's after storm??

Its sunshine this is my storm now and i want walk through it Psalms23 in shepherd meet is really a verse that helps a god that protect and offer presence which is us walking through the valley with him . Oh god i pray i want to see that sunshine real soon.

Hope church is not just a church Hope church is a family not just singapore but all over the world . i am glad at this moment of time .hope manilla people randomly msn me asking how am i , i am glad at this tough point of time i have many brothers , sisters of christ encouraging . i am glad i had my shepherd encouragement . i am glad god have high expectactions of me though i dont  deserve it these few days been really walking close to god . Pray , listen , and everything goes back to why i serve him in the first place . not because he is the king and we are the servants its our objective to serve him , but it's how he sacrifice and love us thats why i follow after him .

I am Glad God found me ..

.... Jesus went through the cross

Me went through ITE.... with bad environment , Joke... i shouldnt be complaining but serving even harder after knowing all these . :)

God , i need to rely on you more and more Wearing This ITE uniform make it so hard to outreach much harder then what i expected i thought it was just abit difficult but i didnt realise the response of people were so different then wearing deyi uniform God, people may look down on me god i just pray that i will be faithful to continue this long run and perservere people from ITE had done it sucessfully before why cant I?

Sometimes i really feel like giving up  . . . RELY RELY RELY TRUST TRUST TRUST .

can i still be a leader that people look up to? things are getting more difficult god, But i prayed so hard and intercede so hard god you must made something out of it i believe .

Some says that new year is a good sign .. where all the prosperity and everything come and there is a chinese song that goes the fortune god arrives , for me i think that it more like trouble arrives new year , new things to go through many troubles .

New structure had been made . IT was super sad to see sheeps transfer away after having a shepherd/sheep relationship nonetheless restructure is made for the group to grow and expand further ,changes is for the good , God i submit to you .

Thanksgiving point for 2009,

I thank god,

For making me to learn to be a loving shepherd to learn to go to extra miles for my sheep and love people

Placing sheep under me to grow me in the Fruits of the spirit and to grow them as well.

Placing ppl under me for me to love and care and laying my foundation as a shepherd and giving me experience as a CL so i can do better next time.

For having a better plan for me :)

My new year resolution,

Complete anderson by March!

Build a deyi guys cg by Feb!

Disciple 2 sheeps to be shepherds.

Be a CL back by FEB!

Next year JAN UL MUHAHAHHAA!!

god i put my faith into your plan please let me have humility and wisdom . (Ask and it will be given seek and you find knock and the door will be open to you) in next year i bodly ask of things then i can grow !!!

HAHA this is my cg my sheeps taken from heroes camp so there is a reason i want to put it here Look at them they so young yet they come for camp to learn the WOG wow!! and i really want to take this time to affirm my guys .

Chai- hey thank god for u for being so faithful in the church and i really pray that through this camp you will start to serve in the church and not just coming as a saturday christian really hope u learn and grow strong in your walk with god and start serving my challenge to u in camp"spend daily QT grow strong in your spiritual walk with GOD" being Discipline in your life and definitely god will bless u in your ministry

Danial-hey thank god for u even though u face setback still u continue to serve with me as my coreteam its really god's testing that though sometimes we serve so hard yet no fruit be patient as long as we continue to serve and walk right with god god will bless us . My challenge to u in camp is "walk right with god spend daily QT" "submissive support as when we want to lead we need to follow " as well as being a shepherd " these are my challenge in camp really pray that you will follow it and god will bless u with sheep

Herron-Hey though u not vri connected to the caregroup dont really attend but i really pray that u will have biblical fellowship within the church and u are my longest sheep though u maybe moving on to north but i still pray whatever happens continue to serve god have a plan for you and my challenge to u in camp is"Walking strongly with god spending daily QT" and Making yourself Available for CGS PMS church events as u come and learn u will slowly grow in knowing god more Especially CG pray that god be with u anywhere u go.

XiangHui-Hey Really thank god for u being a 2 weeks old christian before church camp u Really DO attend CG and Church camp and service regularly You do have the potential to be a shepherd everyone do Especially when we walk right with god we CAN! but as well we must stay humble though your future is bright i can tell but we should still stay humble and serve the lord always . My challenge in you in camp :walking right with god spending daily QT and also Being a salt and light in your life . With these you can definetely grow as god sees your desire JIAYOU!.

Murphy- Hey its a joy to see you in church though u are only a few weeks old christian yet u come for cg and church camp though sometimes i super irritated by u need go your house bring u but i really believe u will mature up in time as u walk right with god sometimes i persuade u like mad sore throat yet i dont give up i really believe u will do the right thing and you will mature when you mature in christ thats why i am willing to be patient with u though i like to nag at u but i wanted to make sure u understand what i am trying to say to u . My challenge to u in camp is walking right with god spending daily Qt and also being a salt and light especially good example in family or friends. Although u do tell me u cant be a good example in family but guess what i dont believe it i believe you can do it one just that you dont wan i trust in you . really pray to see that u grow in church and grow in god .

I really Trust all of you all someday i really want to see you all grow up physically and spiritual in church i really believe all of you as young as you all but you all can still serve god 1 timothy 4:12 nothing is impossible looking forward to the day you all take care of own Unit or CGS own sheep even more faithful to sheeps then me i really hope to see that day come I believe all of u all Through the camp i am really touched you all learn 1 thing that is Being a good armor bearer thanks for protecting me from the colgate though it was too late but you all help me catch the culprit THANKS ALOT thats a good armor bearer spirit really touched by u guys as young as you all are yet ... so obedient to the WOG i have faith in you all thats why i give my all to you all as to make you all the person you all want to be and most importantly the person GOD Wants you to be . i will be seeing all of your life change greatly after camp and the reason i put my camp challenge is to remind all of you all not to forget but spending Daily QT and walking right with god is important as we want to achieve anything we must first walk right with god then god will bless us Thats what i believe thats why i challenge u all into this lets do this together and grow as a cg JIAYOU! 

Many Events this week MCGS Peter troung workshops and shirly's Shepherds meet oh man Took a photo with my guys outside. the prata shop and forgot where is the photo well looking at all of em they are so young la sec 1 p6 . I want to teach them . i want to love them i want to impart to them this are the next generation man i really pray that i could apply upgrading our love teachings to really stretch our love and strain our love So that visitors will enjoy coming and staying this group from now on . i will stretch my love for visitors visiting us.

  oh and another thing . Very Happy that Emily's brother coming to join us for Heroes Camp Yay ..!!! i was praying man why is it the same old number same old people coming for camp we need new faces to join in the fellowship well great time to apply teaching Stretch my Love!!!!

Finally Square Enix Next Kingdom hearts Games Screens of the Main Characters and Main villain !!! Oh man i love square enix games alot especially this kingdom hearts Series Just hope that The Story line for this game would be Better then the previous 2 kingdom hearts Series Especially With a  Clearer Story and A ending the Previous 2 story have nice story plots But sucky ending and many thing remain Mysterious Oh man Gonna love this game its on psp somemore oh man square enix game's the best! A Fan of the Final fantasy series how could i miss this game when they feature a  few final fantasy characters Additional to disney and kingdom hearts characters

my comp can use livejournal again !! yea very long since update . First of all Holidays Are here!! Very free but not satisfy with myself for not investing more time in sheeps and camp is coming i really want to see a cg size going with me to camp i really remember at first frontier i went alone , x29 i went with 2 sheeps and at oasis i went with 3 sheeps not very satisfy first of all i really want to be a Zai CL so i belive that the goal of 7 is a realistic one i believe we can do it guys now we have a confirmation of about 5 2 more to go!!! i really believe this i am not willing to be looked down and be told that i cant achieve my goals when i am backed up with such a great and powerful god

  Also people like danial get a sheep to go with u Chai Dont miss up Camps anymore herron jinghiong grow and mature . lets try to get our new Bs to go as well and really connect them into this family of god and also , i really want to grow in my maturity as well i think that i am a joke joke person but when time to serious i have to show you people how to do god's work more Not pleased with myself . and we need to concentrate and focus more in our ministry we are all in this together ! lets Get back NEA2 ! after we complete bowen and deyi its our dream after all D14 the goal set in june is still not forgotten let's go all out in this race .

     Service Talks about worshiping god the act of worship we did had time to really let God Minister into us throught worshipping God from our hearts . After service went for study then went with daryl plan to visit his grandma in the hospital but due to the fact we took a stupid bus led by Issac Tan we took 166 1 hour + of bus trip back to AMK we even fell asleep in the bus haha followed then . This is what i want to say i really wan thanks some people for helping me when i am down giving advice as a friend not as a leader serving along with me thanks kairos really hate it when u keep nag your reasoning into my ear and insisted me to listen while i were always thinking as what a nag but the words really went in me , not focus enough for my ministry thanks daryl too its always the 2 of u that help me up when i am in deep deep trouble . I really feel that as a young leader , in terms of age and spiritually i think that u guys who walk through N levels could tell me the importance and help me in studying and u guys of older age really gave me good advice and also spiritually u guys help me alot really thank all of you . beside thanking my 2 close friend theres 1 more I really want to give thanks to and that is God Himself its true what the worship song in your hand keep repeating in my head is true , so close i believe in u god you will never let me go through the years u always show me how to live giving me directions chances many many more to change in my character , personal life , issues God u been so true i really treasure all my relationship with u Lord even the way i get to know you its funny listen to a story by my cousin and i get to know you but thats how i know you and you even plan for me to win deyi for u god my future is in your hands .Dear God Please set the directions for me lord . deliever me into a greater purpose for u lord and also deliever me away from temptations lord you yearn for a clean vessel use me lord , i am a vessel for your great purpose God please empower me with your strength and wisdom ,

in jesus name

Amen .

        
I'm so secure, You're here with me

You stay the same, Your love re  -  mains

Here in my heart

Chorus

So close I believe
         
You're holding me now
            
In Your hands I belong
           
You'll never let me go


So close I believe
              
You're holding me now

In Your hands I belong
        
You'll never let me go


You gave Your life, In Your endless love

You set me free, And showed  the   way

Now I am found

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Bridge

All along, You were beside me

Even when I couldn't tell

Through the years, You showed me
                   
More of You, more of You

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